I tend to put up a wall and block anything from coming in and anything from going out, I believe this to be a defense mechanism. Ever since I was little I have always been uncomfortable letting people know how I feel, what I am thinking, what scares me, and even what excites me. I have become really good at being a brick wall and not letting people see past the look on my face. I have gotten so good at it at times I even have myself fooled. I start to become angry and cold, I distance myself from everyone that is anyone to me. I just want to find a reason to cry and empty my emotional tank.
What Do I Want?I want to be a mystery, yet be known
I want to be together, yet alone
Is it too much to ask, To be famous yet unknown?
To be a wanderer, yet have a home?
My insecurity makes me sick,
Yet my confidence makes me thick
Can I be harmless, yet grip the stick,
Be completely smooth yet have a nick?
Can I live in a lie, yet be true
Can I be unique, yet so like you?
Have no control, yet know what to do?
Can I be ugly, yet beautiful too?
Answer me, I need your help,
Can you help me or someone else?
I need your help, can't you see,
Are you even listening to me?by: Kara Douglas
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